Sunday, June 13, 2010

Name Them One By One

Today I am grateful for
  • Second chances.  I really feel like I have been a bad mom lately.  I have a strong desire today to be better, to spend more time with my kids and enjoy them more.  I need to stop what I am doing more often and give them the best of me.  Sadly, they usually get the worst of me after I have worn myself out doing other things that seem important at the moment.  
  • My husband.  He is in London.  Absence makes my heart grown fonder instantly.  It is amazing how much I take for granted his presence.  He is my best friend and I much prefer life with him rather than without him.  
  • London.  Just hearing about it makes me happy.  I literally fell in love with that city and I can't wait to go back someday.  
  • My kids.  In preparation for my absence, I spent some time writing my kids notes to be opened on days while I am gone.  If I think about it too much, it nearly kills me to leave them.  That is one reason we always take them to Hawaii.  I know they get a little nervous when I am gone.  I try to pretend it is no big deal, but really, I hate leaving them and it makes me sad too, but I can't let them know that because it would make things worse.   

2 comments:

Kaits said...

Geeze, would you stop bragging about how good your life is??? :)jk.
Only Monday and Tuesday left before you get to leave for Paris!!!!!!! Lucky! Don't forget your camera :)

Kristina P. said...

My husband is gone a lot for work, and it never really gets easier.